" Can't touch this" by MC Hammeror
"Turn me loose" by Loverboy
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Rant: Take One
Something has been bothering me lately, so I'm gonna rant a little.I'm a person who takes friendships seriously. If I have met you or chatted, learned something about you, we have moved beyond the acquaintance phase and into the friend phase. If I consider someone a friend whether they reciprocate as strongly or not, there isn't anything I wouldn't do for that person if I can. Midnight calls for a shoulder to cry on, fine. A call to bail you out of jail, sure. Need help moving or planning a party, no problem. I'm your friend and I'm there for you. I've have slowly come to realize or maybe accept, that others do not hold this view. Oddly enough, while I freely give of myself, my time and occasionally my money to someone I consider a friend, not all subscribe to this. I understand that and rarely make the demands on a friend that I would so willingly answer. I hold myself to higher standards in every area if my life that most do not. The disturbing thing to me is this. Facebook. Whether it is a friend request unanswered or ignored by someone who in person I thought was in good rapport, to being deleted as a friend without cause or notification, to just outright rudeness from someone you have worked with, hung out with, and chatted with. To me these things are unacceptable in a civilized society and certainly something one would not do to a friend. It does make me question their definition of friend as well as my own. Maybe I'm too giving, too open, too generous, too caring and they feel inadequate. I'm not sure what the problem is or why it exist. If someone sends me a friend request, I accept it period. I sort them accordingly. I never deny friendship opportunities. And there is nothing short of murdering me, that would cause me to unfriend a person either on Facebook or in real life. I've lived it all before and forgive everything. But this type of action really rubs me the wrong way. So much so, that if there were a gay mafia, I'd be submitting my shitlist. So dear readers, am I the problem or has friendship somehow morphed into something irreverent and disposable?
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
People Say The Darnest Things
A little surprising thing I retrieved from my Yahoo Personals account the other day. I'm not sure what to make of it. Reading the profile doesn't give much to go on either. I guess I'll just have to wait to see if he responds!
On 06/14/2009 12:43 am PDT, Jack wrote:
i live within walking distance. you know who I am, don't let the name fool you. If you want to hang out let me know..
On 06/14/2009 06:11 am PDT, you wrote:
I must say the only reason I subscribed was to respond to your email. I'm intrigued. Normally I don't bother with profiles without pictures, so I guess that makes you exceptional already! Hopefully you will respond and the $95 I spent won't be wasted. I have an idea of whom I'm talking with but I maybe wrong. Do you have a pic at least. Don't let my profile fool you either, friendships are always welcome! Hope to be surprised soon!
On 06/16/2009 04:27 pm PDT, you wrote:
I still haven't figured out who you are yet. Can you give me a hint?
On 06/14/2009 12:43 am PDT, Jack wrote:
i live within walking distance. you know who I am, don't let the name fool you. If you want to hang out let me know..
On 06/14/2009 06:11 am PDT, you wrote:
I must say the only reason I subscribed was to respond to your email. I'm intrigued. Normally I don't bother with profiles without pictures, so I guess that makes you exceptional already! Hopefully you will respond and the $95 I spent won't be wasted. I have an idea of whom I'm talking with but I maybe wrong. Do you have a pic at least. Don't let my profile fool you either, friendships are always welcome! Hope to be surprised soon!
On 06/16/2009 04:27 pm PDT, you wrote:
I still haven't figured out who you are yet. Can you give me a hint?
Monday, June 15, 2009
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Saturday, June 13, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
Three Birds, One Stone
I'm somewhat stupefied at the moment. While mowing the yard today, I discovered three dead birds. All seemed of maybe adolescent size, they were too eaten up by ants to determine their health or what may have killed them. One was at the side of the trailer, another behind my car in the driveway and the last at the base of a tree. Now I take my dog out several times a day. They were not noticed there last evening. One Izzy may have got a hold of in the dark and fatally injured before I could get him to drop him, but he was actually on the ground to begin with, so maybe the bird was already sick or injured before hand. The other two I have no clue as to what may have happened. When I catch my neighbor returning home, I will ask if she has put any type of poison out they may could have gotten into, since all three are on the side that joins her property. If that doesn't work, I may call the Agricultural Extension Agency to see what they can do, if anything.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
Are You Socially Anxious?
Your Social Anxiety Level: 32% |
 You have low social anxiety. Of course very unfamiliar or strange situations make you uncomfortable. But you can pull through and handle almost any social occasion with grace. |
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
Twice "Borrowed" Meme
1. What is your current obsession? Mafia Wars on Facebook
2. What do you see outside your window? The neighbors house
3. If you could have any super power what would it be? X-ray vision, that would be fun!
4. What is your favorite color? Black
5. Who was the last person you hugged? My mother, yesterday
6. Which animal would you be? A wolf, I'm already a bear :)
7. What’s for dinner? Shells and cheese with spinach
8. What’s the last thing you bought? A Stefan Duncan original oil painting
9. What are you listening to right now? Waterbone - Tibet cd
10. What are your current favorite films? Kung Fu Panda
11. What’s on your bedside table? Lamp, clock/phone, Pan statue
12. If you could have a house totally paid for, and fully furnished, anywhere in the world, where would it be? On an Island somewhere
13. What would you like to have in your hands right now? Secret crush's penis....hehe
14. What is your favorite children’s book? Does Harry Potter count?
15. What is your favorite tea flavor? Whatever ice tea is, not big on tea types
16. What is your favorite article of clothing? Black crew neck cashmere sweater
17. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go? A nude beach with really hot men!
18. What did you want to become as a child? An Architect
19. What posters/pictures do you have on your bedroom wall? "Young Man by the Sea"
20. What is your plan for tomorrow? My mother and I are going to the antique/flea market in Concord.
21. What was your first job? Part time salesperson at Belk department store in Monroe
22. Say something to the person/s who tagged you: Well, I scooped it from Java, who got it from Spo, so "Howdy" to both!
23. Post a favorite childhood photograph of yourself: Don't have any on my computer, but here's an old one of me.
2. What do you see outside your window? The neighbors house
3. If you could have any super power what would it be? X-ray vision, that would be fun!
4. What is your favorite color? Black
5. Who was the last person you hugged? My mother, yesterday
6. Which animal would you be? A wolf, I'm already a bear :)
7. What’s for dinner? Shells and cheese with spinach
8. What’s the last thing you bought? A Stefan Duncan original oil painting
9. What are you listening to right now? Waterbone - Tibet cd
10. What are your current favorite films? Kung Fu Panda
11. What’s on your bedside table? Lamp, clock/phone, Pan statue
12. If you could have a house totally paid for, and fully furnished, anywhere in the world, where would it be? On an Island somewhere
13. What would you like to have in your hands right now? Secret crush's penis....hehe
14. What is your favorite children’s book? Does Harry Potter count?
15. What is your favorite tea flavor? Whatever ice tea is, not big on tea types
16. What is your favorite article of clothing? Black crew neck cashmere sweater
17. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go? A nude beach with really hot men!
18. What did you want to become as a child? An Architect
19. What posters/pictures do you have on your bedroom wall? "Young Man by the Sea"
20. What is your plan for tomorrow? My mother and I are going to the antique/flea market in Concord.
21. What was your first job? Part time salesperson at Belk department store in Monroe
22. Say something to the person/s who tagged you: Well, I scooped it from Java, who got it from Spo, so "Howdy" to both!
23. Post a favorite childhood photograph of yourself: Don't have any on my computer, but here's an old one of me.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Secret Love
Between lucid dreaming and blurred reality
fermenting passion brings forth the charge
The spark of divinity
The glow of love
The hope in a new tomorrow
A quiet change from solemn exile
A stealthy saunter to the wilds of intimacy
Haunted images play round your mind
taunting and teasing
The tingle, the excitement
of love confined, not expressed
Cavernous emptiness echos of loneliness
waiting to pounce
The joy it brings
The quicken rush
The power of the unknown
The solace of the unrequited
A secret love laid bare, exposed
Will it wither and fade
or grow and flourish
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Monday, June 1, 2009
False Prophet
I haunt the mind.
and burn the soul.
I speak of truth
yet live it not.
I twist and deceive
just barely perceived.
I wear the mantle of righteousness
for all to see.
I preach and sermonize
yet hide my own deeds.
I spew hate, then demonize
those unlike me.
I am the church
empty and hollow.
I seek those blinded by faith.
I call, they follow.
I am the false prophet
worship money and greed.
I crave the power
and the influence great.
I fear my rein may end
I sense the final hour.
I sold my soul for gain
now in disdain and disgrace.
I hear the distnce bell
as I burn in my own Hell.
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